A one way love can never last

no matter how much I love you

Scary things I've seen in our past

I honestly don't know what to do

Fake smiles I must wear

Almost everyday

And into your eyes I stare

feeling so betrayed

One question always remains

as I glance at you and tear

Why should I go through this pain?

Why is there need for this fear?

Yet somehow still in Love

Just waiting for the day

till our one way love

will slowly, but surely decay

my lasting love

    God, please do not command me to live without her. Do not make things such that she forgets me. The more I try to be close to her the more difficult situations become. Things become so difficult for her and I do not know why? So much pain she has to go through, but why? All that I have tried is to love. Never anything more and never anything less. Just wanted to gift some love to you and that too openly so that you never find it to be less. I am glad, just glad that we actually loved endlessly.

miss him :(

sriuz rindu gle dkt dye ! ble bce blek cmmet yg dye bg kt blog teigt mse cple dgn dye ,,sumenye indah ! romantik je ! tp skrg juz frenz .mybe tu yg tebaek kan ? so happy II jela :) saye cube utk lupe kn awk .thanz sbb pna kngsi susa snang ,happy sad dgn kte ! luv u so much ! juz a frenz ><

knpe mdah sgt dye suke kt aq ?? ap yg aq da bwt smpai dye jdi suke kt aq ? pdhal aq juz lyan chat dye je ..hmm ..skrg aq da mule jd tkot nk lyan lelaki bli chat ..aq tkot dorg suke kt aq ..aq bkn prasan cme xnk dorg jtuh cnte je kt aq coz aq mmg xnk becple skrg pntu aty aq lom tbkak tok mne mne laki ag and aq xnk hmpe an prasan dye ..lps aq tgk psgan yg becple ni and bile gf or bf dye ade popan and laki laen aq jdi tkot utk becple ..ckop la aq tgk kakak aq sndry bile bf dye ade popan len .peh sket an aty tgk ! ..lelaki mmg cmtuke ha ? xckop dgn 1 ! now bile aq da knl seseorg mcm nk trime dye tp ble aq teigt at exbf aq,aq jdi xsuke  nk cple tp pdhal aq nk cple ..hmm ntah la aq pon xtwu dgn prasaan aq skrg ni ..eeee bnci bnci bnci !!! AKU NAK LUPE KN SUME NII !!!! tpi bole ke dgn buang prasaan ni yg mule suke dkt seseorg ,,hmmm :'(

sedih xtehinge ,,hmmmmm :'(

sjak akher akher ni aq sntiase sdeh ,,teigt kt dye ,,psal fmly ,,ksot kple aq ,,aq xtwu nk cite at sape ,,
tp xpe la ,,aq akn cbe lupe kn dye and sume yg sdeh dlm idop aq ,,sjak aq ptoz dgn dye aq rase mcm fobia dgn lelaki ,,aq tkot sgt ,,
aq jadi tnsion dgn lelaki ,,lntak lah mlz nk pkir ,,so now aq nk tmpu kt pljaran ! mama papa da byk kuar kn duet utk aq study ,,wlpon result spm aq xbape bgoz ,,tp mamapapa aq sntiase bagi aq smgat spye aq x down ,,aq bngge sgt dpt jadi anak papamama aq ,,wlpon dorg sntise gdoh ,,dorg ttap bhgia ,,slalu ade grau snde dorg ,,jadi jlez aq tgok ,,hehehe :) adik sayang sgt dkt papa mama ,,trime kseh sbb da laherkn adek dkt dunia ni ,,trime kseh sbb sayang adek ,jge adek wlpon kdg kdg adek nkal ,,hehe ,,love you so much ma pa <3

                                                               mulai hari ni aq akn mula kn idop baru !
                                                               aq nk lupe kn kisah silam aq !
                                                               aq nk blja btol btol and bwt papa mama aq
                                                               bngge dgn aq !
                                                               i am confident i can do :)

kehilangan seseorang yg disayangi :'(

skrg dye da xde kt sisi aq lagi :'( aq dgn dye kwn je skrg ,,huk sdih sgt sgt ,,tiap mlm bile aq sorg sorg dlm bilek aq sntiase mnages teigt knangan aq dgn dye ,,stiap ari aq igt kt dye ,,aq xpna lupe kt dye ,,tiap ape yg aq bwt sume aq teigt kt dye ,,tpi xpe aq redha je ,,pejlnan aq maseh jauh ,,idop plu dtrus kan ! haha

saye sayang awk sgt sgt anje :) hari hari saye xsmpurne tnpe awk ,,bagi saye awk sorg yg dpt gmbire kan hari saya slaen fmly saye ,,saye xsgop klw awk tglkn saye sorg sorg ,,awk nk twu xanje ?? hnye awk tmpt saye mgadu dan bermanje ,,hnye awk sorg anje :) walau saye dah byk bwt awk mara dan kecewa dgn sikap saye tpi awk ttap maaf kan saye ,,saye janji saye xkn ulang sala saye lagi ea ? saye sayang dan cinta awk sepenoh hati saye !! awk jgn tglkn saye ea anje ? saye xbole hidop tnpe awk di sisi saye :(

 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHAMMAD IQMAL BIN REDUWAN ;)